My Internet connection at home
sucks. I can’t live on prepaid Internet stick for good. I need better one but
I’m afraid to get a postpaid DSL or Broadband thing because the service might
suck again and I have to make calls to the CSR and get template replies that
does not help at all. I had enough of those already. What’s annoying is that
the process of getting customer service for crappy Internet connection just
sucks more so getting bill rebates for sucky connection. All the ISPs available here in our town have
all negative feedbacks when it comes to customer service. But I guess I have to
find out which is the most tolerable one, gonna be a tough one.
I admit I’m having an off holiday
season so far. I just console myself that at least this is not as terrible as
it was two years ago. It’s so hard to be a shock absorber. I try my best to stay
positive and be encouraging but damn their negativity can really get me at
times. What’s worst the feeling of negativity lingers. Just 1 3 days to go before Christmas I need
to get my groove back on.
I don’t like looking myself at
the mirror. I used to be okay with my weight but I’m now obese and I’m so
embarrassed to say that I ripped a lot of my pants lately trying to squeeze my
fat self. I need to lose weight but it’s hard. Food is my comfort especially
how tough it has been for the past year. Not an excuse I know. I tried to eat
little and deprive myself of some goodies but I failed because I crave easily.
I have no aspirations to have abs or what but I really need to lose pounds
soon.
One thing about my physical self
that I’ll finally admit that's making me sad is my receding hairline. Only 27 and I’m
already balding. It’s hereditary but my older brother was unfortunate to suffer
through it as early as 18. My hair started thinning last year. I didn’t notice
at first because I barely look myself in the mirror. I tried using one of those
shampoos that say it can make your hair thick again but alas nothing happened
and it’s expensive so I stopped using it anymore. I just resigned myself that hey this is it for my hair unless I get filthy rich soon so I can get Svenson’s
treatments haha. So with a 40 waistline and receding hairline, I look older now
than my real age. I used to not care about physical appearances and such but it’s
different now.
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